my bf at the time was scared of taking me out places, cos he's never done it before. So i decided to write him a description of inspiration to him. And i also needed to practise my english skills.

Here goes.

Special things are not simple. Special things are simple. Special things should happen. To smile, to laugh, and to cry. Its that deep breath you intake when you know something special is about to arise into the life you lead. Moments that romance the values of love, which sound simple. Sitting in the soil under a tree eating apples. That for one is Picture Perfect in the eyes of love. Making the curves of your mouth lift towards the sun; a beautiful creation - a simple creation- it warms and lights up the darkness of the world.

Sometimes when simple things from one person approach you, it grasps at your heart strings leading them to melt in the exotic warmth of the love from your heart.. and that's when a tear gravitates down your lovely face. A good tear. A tear that shows compassion and peace with the emotions you share together. This is a mark of love; trusting emotion into your life.

And then you have the laughs, the joys and comforting wishes you embrace inside of you. Hoping that all days could be like this joyful one. Its recognising the inner soul and beauty of their personality, the depths of creation that gently rush down your fingers as they touch your slender hand with the over whelming gratitude of what they are connecting with. You. They are fully embracing, connecting themselves to you.

Not final, never are we final- but now lets think more of me and you. "Its the simple things in life that are free" - well that's half true. I believe that eating apples in dirt is one of the most cherishing moments i could ever share with you. Of course its free in the sense of money, but the effort pays off! Effort in relationships gives each other the respect and gratitude that we both deserve. Its loving to share and to spend precious time together in all the creation of the world.. but Robert- ide love to be anywhere with you and spend time making a memory to have more love and know that it exists between us. And i know that every time i see you, i want to hug you and tell you how much you mean to me. Sometimes, i even cry loving tears because i know that you will always be there for me and stand by me throughout my choices. I couldn't imagine a better boy for me.. someone who doesn't hold onto the past- but someone who is interested for the present and the future. It makes me tingle, all over to know that when i look up to the mid-night sky and i see all the shinning stars twinkling back at me, that somewhere out there you share the same sky- and by that i know that where ever apart we are from each other, we can always be reunited back into each others arms. Your away from me, and i know we aren't perfect that we both have to change the negative things about us to be together.. and i promise that i will try everything in my power to have us last. I want to smile, laugh and cry - with you, because of you, and without you. Robert; i will love you till the end. ♥ Simple.