Thee paast 4 moonths haad beeen so maad andd thee worst months of my lifeee.. My Grandad Pasted Away in July this yeaar of cancer,, i diddnt get the chancee to say goodbyee as it waaas a deadly horriblee cancer thaat took his lifee very quickly... this xmas is goingg to bee okaaay as hes not gonnaa be theree as its gonaa be the first xmas without him,, wednesdaay i founnd a reaalii old tape recorded video thingg and it waas my grandads hee used to record me wheen i waas younger,, soo i decided to watch it it maadee me cry bbut im glad i have this as a memoriee of thee good timmes,, i just miss hiimm soo sooo muuccch... if i cooulldd just speak too him for onee more timeee i woulld say how muchh ilovehiim aand iim soo proud to caall him my grandad,, i know youu weree in alot of paain when youu weree dying but i know your painless up in the sky looking down on us aall the family.. livee a happy lifee at there aand i will be looking forward too seeing youu wheen its my timee to goo.. loveeyouuux