so today i woke up at 6 in the morning saying to myself and everyone else "this is going to be a good day" i have a friends boy friend staying the night and she was here there having some trouble and im cort in the middle. ive been shaking it off saying it'll be ok and giving the best advice i think i can give.

i knew i had and interview at 3 30 and my friend helped me to get ready. it was all good i was happy as anything.

i recevied a pacage from my tutor and opened the card which read "your a star and im glad to have tought you" in the pacage was a real silver necklace witha star pendant. i was thinking this is a good day.

while finishing to get ready i put on happy music.

on the way to the interview to get into college i was happyer than i think i have ever been before.

i got into the interview with my dad to go on a child care course coz all i want to do it work with children.

everything was running smoothly when she sed we will have to runa CRB check on you. i explained that i had a repremand from 3 years ago. she sed i couldnt do the course.

i got a repremand for slapping a girl on the leg and i didnt even need a mark!

i admitted it to the police becuse im not a liar. that same night the girl had ripped half my faces off via scratches but i chose to keep that to me, didnt want to ruin someones elses life because no one diservs that.

i cryed all the way home. my mate went home and her boy friend stayed with me and i put on a smile with all my might ad all he could do was talk about himself. and his problems. i felt like throtterling the prick. but i still love him as a brother. im sat here now at 2 in the morning expressing my anger to random people who probably wont even read this far.