I can not take it anymore
I am collapsing apparently
I really need you terribly
I am breaking down obviously

When will I step out of this darkness?
I am being suffocated really hard
Is that air that I am grasping for?
Because I do not feel I am breathing

So what now!! Will I be feeling,
dead while I am not for long?
I am starting to get bored from life
Either I really die or really live...

I wonder if life can get anymore better
Maybe what I have experienced
Is nothing compared to the future!
Life is full of surprises they say, mostly bad ones I add

When will this drama end,
this whole tragedy in my life?
May I even be myself again?
It will only stop when I die, right?

I have never been the weak one before
Although I should have been
I have always been known as the strong one
I truly believed that I was pretty firm

I realized now that I am so weak,
Fragile, vulnerable, hurt & can be easily damaged
I am tired of being the depressed friend
The one who needs help, pity & compassion

Giving advice and support to others was my daily job
My smile was the impression I leave
My laugh was my unique gift I presented
Now it is depression & sadness all I have to offer

What happened to the delightful Shantelle?
Oh I know exactly what happened to her,
She was exploited by the creatures named "humans"
Her innocence cost her grieves & pain

I am on my way to hate all humans
A change will occur within me unexpectedly
I barely trusted anyone, now I can not trust myself
You are the only one I believe in & have faith in, do not break that