So, me and the boyfriend are looking towards the future. Not sure what there is out there, not sure where I'm going anymore. 2 weeks or so have gone by and I'm still not ready to forgive the lies, I'm not sure if I'm capable of progressing further with this relationship. 1 year and 5 days today...
I love him, more than anything but I think it's time to let go, I'm just unsure.

Yesterday, I was imagining what I'd do to fix this if I could go back to the day it all began with the knowledge of everything upcoming... Then I realised, it's easy to sit back and think it but it's change impossible to do, I guess we all want to change something from our past but can't. So to the future I look... just not sure what the future holds, just not sure if that future is with my boyfriend. I guess AS level results would be a good place to look to before anything else.

Life goes on I suppose.