Another one of those days
Posted 26-06-10 at 03:05 PM by Lauren_Kay
Blog one : Bleed your heart out <33
im sick acting like everythings okayy i dont want to make a fuss any more i cant do that. I hate the atention self harm brings with it i realy do.
Maybe i need help though :/
i cant get it off my parents tho
myy boyfriend knows im not coping right now but i dont want to admit it i want him to think im okay i realy do.
He understands everthink though i just hate to make him worry.
Hiding scares on the other hand is hard ive recently cut and ave multiple marks on my belly i have to hide it from my mom and dad because they do not understand. if they know ive self harmed again theyll screw at me
I Cant do this right now my hearts pooring out with things i thought id never say ..
with emotions id never feel ..
and emptiness is all im left with ..
right now myy minds fucked and my heads a mess.. what can i do with myselff
Ohh god ii jusst chat so much crap atmm :/
imaa mess right now
im sick acting like everythings okayy i dont want to make a fuss any more i cant do that. I hate the atention self harm brings with it i realy do.
Maybe i need help though :/
i cant get it off my parents tho
myy boyfriend knows im not coping right now but i dont want to admit it i want him to think im okay i realy do.
He understands everthink though i just hate to make him worry.
Hiding scares on the other hand is hard ive recently cut and ave multiple marks on my belly i have to hide it from my mom and dad because they do not understand. if they know ive self harmed again theyll screw at me
I Cant do this right now my hearts pooring out with things i thought id never say ..
with emotions id never feel ..
and emptiness is all im left with ..
right now myy minds fucked and my heads a mess.. what can i do with myselff
Ohh god ii jusst chat so much crap atmm :/
imaa mess right now
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Dear darling
The pain spills from your words
I know what it's like to watch blood
Drip to the ground like precipitate curds
We both know
It does not cure the pain
Blood falls to the ground
Like an apocalyptic rain
I know what its like
To bare visible regret
Unsurprisingly no one
Believed it was the work of my pet
I am known
As the school emo
I'm the one
No one wants to know
Through my guitar
My emotions healed
But the pain on my arm
Remains permanently revealed
Stop now
Before you go to deep
Before the blood drains
From the bones of your cheek
Your boyfriend
He can help
It will bring you closer
Relief as a result will be felt <3Posted 08-07-10 at 04:46 AM by surfingwithalien
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