Wishing.
Posted 28-08-11 at 11:04 AM by Masquerade
I find myself wishing I really had committed suicide two years ago, rather than have to deal with the shit I deal with on a daily basis. I'm too ugly to have a boyfriend. I'm too overweight to be considered normal. Why is it that I had to be born abnormal and worthless? I'm a piece of trash, a black dot on the face of a sqeaky-clean, perfect earth. Why did I have to be born at all?
Yes, I sound depressed. I sound cynical. I sound pitiful. But I'm not. I know the truth. I'm not deluding myself or making up anything. I'm not the kind of person to self-pity to the point where I'm detached from reality. Knowing the truth, however, doesn't mean I have to (or want to) accept it. That's the hardest part.
Yes, I sound depressed. I sound cynical. I sound pitiful. But I'm not. I know the truth. I'm not deluding myself or making up anything. I'm not the kind of person to self-pity to the point where I'm detached from reality. Knowing the truth, however, doesn't mean I have to (or want to) accept it. That's the hardest part.
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u r an amazing persun u sound intelliegent ur not an god girl screw the boyz theyll cum runnin wen make sumthin of urself wat do u want tonz of boyz 2 treet u lik shit or 1 hooll treet u lik da queen u r btw add me plzPosted 02-09-11 at 08:24 PM by amber bowles
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Hey, don't put yourself down so much! You are who you are and there is nothing wrong with that at all, you need to boost your self confidence, if you tell yourself on a daily basis that you hate yourself, then it's not going to help you at all. And I don't think that what your saying is the truth at all. You are not a worthless person, you are not some piece of crap stuck to the bottom of the earth's shoe, and you need to stop putting yourself down and make something of your life. Go out there and show the world, and show yourself, what you can do and what you can achieve.Posted 07-09-11 at 03:43 PM by Vampenstine
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