She comes to me and greets me with a hug; her arms wrapped around my neck, mine around her waist- if only having my arms around her could last forever, but how? We are only friends after all. Things have to change completely or not at all.

Sitting at the back of the bus, I stare into her eyes, she turns away quickly, then looks back with a heart melting smile. Thinking back there may have been a hint of sadness in her eyes. We resume conversation, she makes sure not to stare at me for no longer than a split second. I should tell her how I feel, I should tell her that she's the girl of my dreams, that she makes me feel on top of this corrupt world, that she's like no other girl I've met. But I don't and the bus continues on...

We get off at the city, walking with her feels like walking with an angel. The constant smile on her face fills my heart with uncontrollable and unmeasurable warmth.

Sitting in the movies we share jokes with each other. Oh how valuable her smile is. Her laugh is pure gold. Her happiness is all that I could live for. We share one popcorn and one bottle of coke between the two of us. Reaching into the popcorn box I touch her hand that is currently reaching for some popcorn. I remove my hand slowly and I look at her. She is laughing and looking down, as if not sure about something.

At the train station I give her my jacket after she mentioned she was cold. She gives me the same heart melting smile.

As it's time to say goodbye she returns my jacket and is slightly sad about our departure from each other. This would be a perfect time to tell her how I feel, but I don't. I let her walk away, out the door, away from me. I will feel incomplete until I see her again, which is why I vow right now to tell her how I feel when I see her next.

My jacket has her beautiful scent on it, the smell only makes me miss her more. And I wish she knew how I feel, how much I care, how much she means to me. But she doesn't, but she will one day...