Do you ever feel like dropping life and filling every moment with your passion?
Yes obviously, who doesn't want that?
Do you ever long to live through any parts of any movie?
Of course
Are you ever afraid to do something you long to do in fear that it will fail as before? Yes, so I ended up not doing it...and it got thrown back in my face. Now I wish I had done something about it when I had the chance. But thats life, hopefully I will leanr for next time.
Have you ever wanted one person to love you more than anything?
Yes...but I've never had that before.
Do you ever wish that no one cared about you?
Yes, if no one cared it might make things less complicated. But on the whole, I usually crave people caring more about me.
Why do you have friends?
To help me get through life, to make life interesting, to have someone to talk to, to have someone that gets me, to have someone that has been through the same experiences for me, to have someone who doesn't look at my faults and flaws like I do to myself and accepts me as I am.
Why are there people that don't like you?
They probably don't like me because they don't understand me and what I am about. But thats life, not everyone is going to like you.
Have you ever wanted to die?
Yes.
Do you feel safe or in danger in the world?
In danger, I never know what is going to happen to me...and I hate that feeling it makes me feel insecure. But everyone is in the same boat, no one knows their future.
Are you dominant or submissive?
submissive, but dominant when I want to be.
Do you try to be the one you're not?
Yes, I try to be something I'm not.
Do you feel you can be both?
Yes, I think I can be something I'm not on the surface...but still myself on the inside.
Do you feel that you understand love?
I think I understand some aspects about love, but love is confusing I don't think anyone completely understands it.
Are you logical or emotional?
More emotional...sometimes logical though.
Why do you spend time doing anything?
Because I think everyone has a purpose and we just have to find it for ourselves but getting out there in the world and finding the answers for ourselves. I'm sure we don't exist just so we can do nothing.