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...or not?

No.

I don't care if I don't die after this.

If I die, I win.
If I don't, I'll probably get to visit a psychiatrist, which would be fine. I win.
I win anyway.

I cannot get to a psychiatrist in any other way, my parents refuse.

I'll probably not die, and that's exactly the point.
A fake suicide attempt to get to a psychiatrist. And let it be in public.

I don't know. I feel terrible. My head's going to explode.
I don't even know what am I going to do.

What am I? Where am I? Am I even alive? Is this real? Is anything real?
Nothing feels real, it's just a dream, a dream full of depression and anxiety.
I'm going crazy, soon, soon.



Wish me luck, I'll need it

(why the f*ck am I even writing this? I should keep it to myself, as I've been doing lately)

You have a boyfriend to live for now, yes? Focus on that

I know what it's like to want to die and trust me it's something i struggle with everyday but we just gotta keep pushing =/

Little white flowers will never awaken you, not when the cold depths have all but overtaken you.

Dearest, The days are all so long,
and in the shadows I spend them all.
My heart and I long for slumber.
Slumber I'm caressing you, I bless your touch, I lust for you.
Slumber you are not a dream, Not as much as you seem.
- Joao <3

Tell me about it. Sometimes i wish i killed myself ages ago. But i'm afraid that's not an option.

U dont want this, theres only a façade it will accomplish something

Keep your head up and keep going. You'll find the answers to all those questions in time. I know how you feel but there's always a reason to live. You just have to be patient enough to find it. I hope things get better for you though. It sucks having to feel that way.

Keep your head up, mate. Suicide, even a falsified one, is never the answer. Do you have a school counselor?

"A toothache, or a violent passion, is not necessarily diminished by our knowledge of its causes, its character, its importance or insignificance".- T.S. Eliot

I know you want to kill you self now I have been through the same but it will get better

Think like this if I just hold on 1 more day and maybe something good will happen I did that and good things happened

Try to focus on something you love or have a strong interest in, that's how I found mermiad tails and the mer forum and for a while it was the only thing keeping me alive

I don't know if this would helped you but kandeejohnson's videos can always make me feel better here are some un makeup related ones
http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=10ZNGxmLdH4

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=kK0B7Nd1SrE

Spring showers Bring May flowers

I just took some Bromazepam and now I feel less stressed and anxious.
Thank you anyway (:

bancatela pibito

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This feeling again.

I hate Chewbie, I don't want to live with him anymore.
I cannot bear living with him. I wish I was someone else. Anyone else.

I could stop this torture. I could, why not?
But what if I fail, again? What will I do?

Oxygen swimming through my vains is what I need.
*I need to find a syringe*