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I feel hopeless.
Like I have been thrown into the deep end of the pool without my floaties, 
And I don't know how to swim.
These past few months I have lost everything that was secure in my life. 
My friends, my family. They are all gone.
I feel so ugly, inside and out.
I skip class every other day because I can't stand it anymore.
I try to talk about it with the people who used to be my closest of friends and they end up further isolating me from them.
I see no happiness in my future and my memory of the past is finally returning. 
I don't want to remember the past but this lonely feeling has triggered so much already. 
I feel like I am dying again and nobody cares.

First off, I'm sorry to hear that you feel this way. Its really most unfortunate how situations change. Second, don't cut class. I understand the mind-numbing loneliness and how it just makes you want to curl in a ball and cry. However, it isn't worth jeprodying your future for depression. Next, how do you isolate them? Is it through your words or actions or both?

I suggest finding a hobby or some social setting where you can meet new people. A lot of times, our isolation is fueled by loneliness.

"A toothache, or a violent passion, is not necessarily diminished by our knowledge of its causes, its character, its importance or insignificance".- T.S. Eliot

I'm sorry too, but If you're alone right now, you have to find new friends. I know it's hard bout you must try. Never give up!

I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling that way. I know the feeling all to well. But you can't give up on life. Don't give in to the feelings of hopelessness. All that's going to do is guarantee that you won't find happiness in the future. Find someone that you can talk about these things with. Maybe a parent or something like that. If you can't find someone like that, a therapist or something could really help you out. If you can't do that, there are people here and other places online that would be willing to talk to you as well You have to find someone that you can trust and that you can talk to or the struggle will be so much harder. You don't have to go through this alone. Just spend a little time finding someone who is willing to talk to you. Things will get better. Just wait a bit longer and keep your head up.