Originally Posted by MisterV
eventually god will bring you good if you belive in god even better if you do good he will se you and make you'r life better.
Just a quick point before I reply to Scenie's post;
The above bit of what you said I don't agree with. I don't believe in God, but from what I gather he doesn't interfere with our lives. If there is a God, he certainly doesn't bring good to your life if you are good to others.
Originally Posted by Scenie
Thinking of commiting suicide? Well, ive attempted suicide many times. Ive tried jumping off my house on to a sharpned blade. However the blade was too dull. No need to commit suicide. Youll go to hell instead of heaven. But you can always raise hell on everyone else right? Thats what I do. Im not killing myself. But I will kill others if I have to. yes this sounds creepy. But its the truth. You have a bad life? Make it worst for others.
I would have sort jumping off the house would have killed you, let alone the dull blade.
I can't say I agree with your way of thinking. I know what it's like to be angry at the world, and I too have thought about being cruel so others may understand my pain. Honestly though, that isn't the way to let go of your suffering, and most people don't deserve to be treated badly. I assume you've heard the saying, Do unto others as you would have them do unto you
? This very much applies here.
I would recommend seeking some professional help. I know you may think it won't help much, but having a trained people listen to you and offer advice may provide you with the information you need to be happy with your life.