You must be going through a tough time right now.
Make sure you dont think of yourself as worthless, because that'll keep you down.
Your special,they just haven't noticed yet!
Take a moment by yourself and figure out what your problems are, and when you've done that, think of a solution for each of the problems.
Im totally honest when it comes to advice, but it only benefits you!
Maybe you just need to see the brightside, there's a good side to everything!
You could get a therapist, it'd be a great idea. But the only voice you need is your own.
Because only YOU can tell whats wrong. Apologize to your friends, tell them where you went wrong and why you felt that way. If they can't listen to your problems .. then they aren't good friends.
Remember; SMILE for your friends.
Show your boyfriend the Happy bubbly side of you which Im sure you have!
Keep your head up and keep smiling!
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