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One of my online bestfriends, I suppose. We became very close, we RPed daily with some characters of ours, that ironically, were two gay guys. Her character reflected her personality, my character reflected mine, and they were in a relationship and everything etc. We are both artists and drew a lot for eachother. We lived in our own little world, it was nice to share such a thing with her. She lives in Switzerland.
I invited her over once, it was very awkward but it was okay. We had to talk french but my french was bad and hers too so we spoke little.
Though, almost a year after that, I learnt she had fallen in love with another girl. She admitted it on my birthday. In fact, I even knew the other girl (online too), it totally tore me apart. But today i don't think I had feelings for her... I don't know. I was just really possessive, as was my character towards her character. I was her mentor, I was the one that knew everything and I was her strength, in a way.
It made my confidence really low when I learnt though. I mean, how could she fall in love with that girl if they had never met? And she had met me? And we were bestest friends? Lol was silly, I know. I had started believing I had a crush on her because my bisexual/lesbian friends IRL were always teasing me about it.
Because of this issue, I searched for another place on the internet in which to seek both comfort and advice. I landed on Teenforumz.

Best part? Is that if this hadn't happened, I probably would never have met @Singularis and fallen in love with him.

So, I kind of thank this ... 'crush' of mine

Suddenly my eyes are open
Everything comes into focus, oh!
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces
We are, we are blinded !
We are, we are blinded !

Let's see.. My first gay crush. Last year, I met this cute guy during my high school's orientation for freshmen. We turned out to be great friends and I had a rough inkling that he was bi at the very least. I wrote him a letter the day I was leaving to go on a trip with my youth group to Tennessee and I asked a friend to deliver it for me, because she had the next class with him. Well, when I got back to school on the following Monday, he tackled me in a hug and then asked me if I was interested in going out with him. We were perfectly fine through the next month (late December, early January) and then while we had a giant snowstorm and were out of school for a week, he broke up with me over facebook saying he didn't think it would work out. Now we're not so good friends anymore, as he tries to not be "alone" with me. I dunno why. It's rather depressing

I was @LoneWolf 's first gay crush. ;3

I jest. :p

When I was I found out that one of my very very close friend was a lesbian and that she actually had a crush on me. First thing I did when she told me about her sexuality, I started crying, cause I was both mad that she didn’t tell me before and I was also very confused, cause she was the girl with all the boys around. I don’t remember how it started exactly, but knowing that she had a crush on me, I started to think about her as more than just a friend. We would hang out and sometimes I would just kiss her, because I wanted to know how it felt like. I was this only person with her mum and her brother that knew about her and I liked it. I felt like I was very important and it was nice to have a friend to experience with since I have never had a boyfriend before that. I don’t know if it was love or what it was, but I felt very close to her. But she knew I would never be her girlfriend and that my feelings would never be as strong as hers… and with the months and years, it just faded away, she finally told people about her sexuality and today she has a girlfriend and they live together.

She is still very very much my friend and I love her, but I know now that she’s just my friend. And.. I still have crushes on girls sometimes, but I prefer boys in the end.

wake up.