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What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
[x2]
By myself
(Myself)
I ask why
(But in my mind I find)
I can’t rely on myself
[Chorus:]
I can’t look around
It’s too much to take in
I can’t hold back
When I’m stretched so thin
I can’t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can’t look back
Starting over again
If I turn my back I’m defenceless
And to go blindly seems senceless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they’ll take from me ’til everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
[x2]
By myself
(Myself)
I ask why
(But in my mind I find)
I can’t rely on myself
[Chorus:]
Don’t you Don't you Don't you Don't you - (constant repeat)
KNOW
I can’t tell you how to make it GO
No matter what I do, how hard I TRY
I can’t seem to convince myself WHY
I’m stuck on the outside
Don’t you KNOW
I can’t tell you how to make it GO
No matter what I do, how hard I TRY
I can’t seem to convince myself WHY
I’m stuck on the outside [x5]
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Take a Knife to Your Dick, I'm a Cut Your Fucking Loss, I'm a Tie You Up Bitch, Yeah I Like it When You Gag
It's Easy for You Talking Shit From That Far Away, They Don't Show Me Respect You Best Remember My Name 'Candy' is My Name but There's Nothing Sweet About Me
The Frug by Rilo Kiley. It's my theme tune. The whole thing is just me all over. "I can take my clothes off/ I cannot fall in love"
It's the most incredible song. And they are my very favourite band. If you don't follow the link, you're silly.
Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just dont let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I cant take it
Some night I'll lie awake
Feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
Now that I'm losing hope
And theres nothing else to show
For all of the days that were spent
carrying away from hope
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
Without you
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
Feel the pressure
its getting closer now
You're better off without me
Last edited by planecrashdreams; 13-10-08 at 06:53 AM..
No, sir
Well, I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat
We're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well, I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I wonder how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things
I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilites
I'm sure you've heard
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh, why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
Party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
This is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect
Taking it back to hardcore level
You better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
Taking it back to hardcore level
You better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.
Go!
Whoa I'll never give in and
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved [x2]
I want domination
I want your submission
I see you're not resisting
To this temptation
I've got one confession
A love deprivation
I've got a jet black heart
It's all fucked up and it's falling apart
Whoa I'll never give in and
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved [x2]
I've got another confession
I fell to temptation
And there is no question
There was some connection
I've got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I've gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice
Whoa I'll never give in and
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved [x2]
Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I'm stronger than you'll ever know
That's the deal; you get no respect
You're gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck [x2]
Whoa I'll never give in and
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
[Repeat 3x]
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I'm a Super Bitch, I Fuck Shit Up, I do This Shit, Real Just Like My Titties You Can Even Cop a Feel-a I Could Kill a Bitch Man, I'm so Fucking Crazy, Gotta Gun, Foaming Mouth Rabies
Take a Knife to Your Dick, I'm a Cut Your Fucking Loss, I'm a Tie You Up Bitch, Yeah I Like it When You Gag
It's Easy for You Talking Shit From That Far Away, They Don't Show Me Respect You Best Remember My Name 'Candy' is My Name but There's Nothing Sweet About Me
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I know I said I love you but I'm thinking I was wrong,
I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young,
And I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs.
That guy that I could never get, 'cause his girlfriend was pretty fit,
And everyone who knew her loved her so.
And I made you leave her for me and now I'm feeling pretty mean,
But my mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know
Maybe I should give up, give in,
Give up trying to be thin,
Give up and turn into my mother,
God knows I love her.
And I'm sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state,
Watch my sturdy, lonesome gate and beware,
I will never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand,
And I can't do it,
Again.
So we stayed up late one night to try and get our problems right,
But I couldn't get into his head just what was going through my mind.
And I think he knew where I was going 'cause he put Ryan Adams on,
'cause I think he thinks it makes me weak, but it only ever makes me strong.
I've got this friend who sounds just like him,
Now he's the man I leave you for, the man that I just adore,
Like you.
The same man, he turns to me, he said "I've got to tell you how I feel,
If God could make the perfect girl, for me it would be you,
And my God told me not to tell about how much do you love your fella?"
I don't know more everyday,
Not in this new romantic way.
I'll always be your first love,
You'll always be my first love.
And I'm sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state,
Watch my steady, lonesome gate and beware,
That I will never love a man 'cause I could never hurt a man in this way.
I will never love a man 'cause I could never hurt a man,
Not in this new romantic way.
New Romantic - Laura Marling
_______________________________
And your love has come too late
Away from the garden gate
Wake me up when the blue bells are ringing
Nice guys finish last.
You're running out of gas.
Your sympathy will get you left behind.
Sometimes you're at your best, when you feel the worst.
Do you feel washed up, like piss going down the drain
Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane.
I'm so fucking happy I could cry.
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on you.
I never knew you were such a funny guy.
Oh nice guys finish last, when you are the outcast.
Don't pat yourself on the back you might break your spine.
Living on command.
You're shaking lots of hands.
Kissing up and bleeding all your trust, taking what you need.
Bite the hand that feeds.
You lose your memory and you got no shame.
How long will this take?
How much can I go through?
My heart, my soul aches
I don't know what to do
I bend, but don't break
Somehow I'll get through
Cause I have You
And if I had to crawl
Well You'd crawl too
I stumble and I fall
Carry me through
The wonder of it all
Is You see me through
O Lord, where are you?
Do not forget me here
I cry in silence
Can you not see my tears
When all have left me
And hope has disappeared
You'll find me here
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