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Well, I'm aggravated.

I'm sick and tired of people reading into me like I'm some kind of lovesick obsessive stalker with a crush!
I mean, I already know I am - but that doesn't mean I can't totally get over it.
I mean you think people would know me well enough to know that I can act sad for months over something then wake up one morning and be over it - that's just the way I am.

HOWEVER, I dislike it very much when people bring friends or partners to the family reunions! It just grades on my nerves! I never could stand it, never!
I mean really, do people these people want their partners and friends to reject them because of our insane family?!
Because often times, that happens. I'm pretty sure my cousin wouldn't have gotten married if his wife would have met our whole family first, because now it's horrible and she doesn't like most of us.

Anyway, I just hate it with a burning passion when people do that - I mean really, it's a reunion for family! You get to see friends and partners all the fucking time, why must you bring them along because you only end up spending every waking moment with them anyway - what the hell!?
You have family who hardly sees you and yet you'd rather spend time with someone you see probably every single day you're awake?!

How does that add up, I mean really!?

I've always been nice enough never to bring my friends, why can't people return the favor because our family might actually get along a hell of a lot better if we, you know, actually talked to each other!
Last year I actually had a conversation with someone I was related to and didn't even know!

Really, it's just stupid stupid stupid! Not to mention overwhelming to the guest - I have 8 great aunts and uncles plus their husbands and wives plus their children, grand children, and great grandchildren. How could any person who isn't used to that not be overtaken by such a shock!?
Not to mention that half the family pretty much doesn't know the other half.

If it wasn't for my younger cousins, I wouldn't even wanna go anymore! I only go so that at least for once they can get away from their crazy parents who treat them unfairly in comparison to the other sister (who's a step-sister).


Oh well, that just settles it, I'm gonna do something I made myself never do before, something that has made people reject being within 10 feet of me, I'm gonna do something so crazy that they'll never wanna come near this family again... Everyone, I'm going to totally and utterly act like my natural self!
Ha! People think I'm nice and sweet, but oh just wait - because I'm no, not at all. I'm evil, evil I say! It's only because I was taught to be nice is how I'm as nice as I am now!
But unlike most everyone, I wanna keep my family together as much as possible - which means I need to get rid of distractions!


In short, let's just say that everyone here hasn't even got a glimpse of my real personality. I did my best to keep it locked away, but desperate times call for desperate measures.
I really hate having to do this though... if only, if only they didn't act so selfishly (and selfish in the bad way). It's like they think the family is so horrible and boring that they need a distraction (who is probably bored to death) but they really don't know that everyone is so boring because they have no motivation!

It feels like I'm the only one who cares anymore! I make many sacrifices for my family and it pisses me off to see it all come undone.
I run about with my sister, my cousin, my cousin, my little cousins, my mother, my cousins wife, some distant cousins (I got a hell of a lot of cousins), and various others.
And why? Because everyone else is ignoring them! I'm tired of being the only one who actually gives a damn!