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Why did I love you?
Why do I still have feelings that I don't understand.
I don't understand why I like you.
You've hurt me.
You've bullied me.
But I need your help.

Bella I hurt myself again, I'm sorry.
Just please roll your sleeves down.
Bella it triggers me, that's why I cut.
You don't deserve the pain anymore than I do.
I can see what you go through every day.
That's why I need it to hurt me.

I'm so scared, because I know what I am capable of doing.

Okay I admit it, I like you more than a friend.
Your scars, I admit too, make me feel comfortable.
But at night they trigger me.
And you don't deserve this pain.
I want to help you, I really do but I can't even control myself now.
I can't face your pain because it kills me.
You are beautiful.
However many scars or cuts you have it doesn't change anything.
Whether you don't eat.
I know you can fight this because you are strong.

I just feel like crying now for no reason.
I feel so small.
How am I going to cope on my own for this long?
I've been dreading the holidays because of what happened last year :(
I'm a bitch.
I should die.
I don't have the courage to go deep enough to kill me

^ Jeez I made myself sound like a suicidal freak :(

Okay I'm freaked out. I actually thought I was a lez and now I'm pretty sure I'm bi.
Or is it just this boy in particular that I find attractive?
No I'm bi.

God I need to cut.

All of this sounds too over dramatic.
No
It's so fucking true.
Isabella I hope you're safe.
You know what I would do if you don't come into school after the Summer.

Hey is everything ok? I'm here if you need to talk to someone