27-07-11, 03:16 PM
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Name: Julia
Age: 14
Gender: Female
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Connecticut
Posts: 10
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why do you have to be such a bitch?!
today's my birthday and my mom starts being a bitch at 2:00 am. i havent had a normal summer since i was literally 5 years old and i just turned 14. i was talking to my boyfriend late at night like a normal teenager (over FaceTime and i wasnt dressed like a slut or anything at all) and my mom comes in and i just lay still and pretend im asleep. she then leaves. she comes back a little later and then leaves. apparently, she came back after that and just stands there and watches me for 15 minutes straight. eventually, she says "who are you talking to? i say "dylan" and she then screams "hes not coming over later!" and becauseshe has already said he could come over days earlier, i say "yes he is!" this goes on for a little and including things like "why are you watching me?" and other things. my mom, who hadnt hit me in a few months because my school found out and made her go to therapy, then starts hitting mee on the face and head so hard i start seeing lights. i then go back to bed and go to sleep. the next morning, i hear my parents talking while i get ready for gymnastics and my dad takes my side. he agreed that i was just being a normal teenager and actually want to have a summer not completely surrounded by gymnastics. he said i shouldnt be grounded and she should stop being a bitch to me every birthday and to actually let me hang out with my friends rather than yell at me for it and make me stay home. i come out to get a water bottle and my dad talks to me and tells me im not grounded. my mom was standing onnly 2 feet from him when he said that. i come home from gymnastics and i ask my mom if dylan should just come right from hockey and she screamed that she said he couldnt come over and that my dad never said i wasnt grounded. she eventually said yes but he has to get picked up at 9:00 cuz she wasnt going to bring him home. because of that, dylan couldnt come over because else hed get to be here only and hour maybe 2 hours because of how far away hockey was and how far away he lives. my mom has caused me to start cutting and she knows that but still refuses to try to be nice to me even onn my birthday. she has hit me since i was about 4, and i dont even want to do gymnastics anymore. the only reason i still do it is because she and my dad said i need to get a full scholarship to a good collee because i wont be able to afford it and because they didnt go to college, they wont help at all. she has made me suicidal, depressed, and has caused me to flinch whenever someone raises there hand near me.
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