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SO a little background story. Last week I had a doctor appointment where they did some nasty work on my feet. While they did that, I figured I'd kill two birds with one stone and have a mole removed from my face. (It was a relatively small one but it bugged me none-the-less. [TMI, I know.]). So they did that and my life went on as usual... only I was in pain and couldn't really walk much for a week.
Now, when doctors remove things like that they will send it in to the lab to make sure its not cancerous or anything. (There are technical terms my doctor threw at me... but I couldn't tell you what they were if my life depended on it).
So anyways, knowing that made me a bit nervous because skin cancer runs in my family and so I have a higher chance of getting it.
ANYWAYS.
Last night I fell asleep around 3:30am.... this morning I get a text message at 7:30am from my parental saying: "The doctor called about the lab results... you need to call them back as soon as possible."
... Now, remember I was mostly asleep when I first read that message so it didn't register at first and I fell back asleep. And then I woke up in an all out panic attack because it hit me... the big "cancer" word.
I panicked for a good 20 minutes and then fell back asleep. (don't judge, lol).
My parental let me freak out for a bit and then sent a final text: "LOL, I was just messing with ya. The doc's said everything is fine."
.... I tell ya. This and the one time when I was 6 I stuck my tongue on the pole in the middle of winter... and yanked my tongue off.... losing most of my taste buds with it.... They're mean to me. They told me the doc was gunna cut my tongue off. D:
And now this? D:
WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO ME???? D:
Lol. Its a semi-rant... I'm really not that bent out of shape over it. But I wanted to share as it was quite the experience.
"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love."
- Washington Irving
That's so cruel of your parents.
Although it made me giggle.
"If I do good, people might accuse me of selfish, ulterior motives, but I will still do it. Because I believe no one is malicious, not in their core, in their raw being.
The best in them is clouded by sorrows and fears, take those away and you'll bring out the brightest of lights in them.
Because no one can be happy without being kind, without giving ourselves to another, and we all love to give ourselves, it is our true nature.
That is why, even if I might get disappointed, I'll always give the best I've got. A single candle can light a thousand others and still burn." - Skezra
This is like a flash forward preview of when I'm a parent XD
Little white flowers will never awaken you, not when the cold depths have all but overtaken you.
Dearest, The days are all so long,
and in the shadows I spend them all.
My heart and I long for slumber.
Slumber I'm caressing you, I bless your touch, I lust for you.
Slumber you are not a dream, Not as much as you seem.
- Joao <3
"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love."
- Washington Irving
Like i CANNOT wait till my teens get that school thing where they have to take care of a fake baby, oh my I'm going to make their life HELL
Little white flowers will never awaken you, not when the cold depths have all but overtaken you.
Dearest, The days are all so long,
and in the shadows I spend them all.
My heart and I long for slumber.
Slumber I'm caressing you, I bless your touch, I lust for you.
Slumber you are not a dream, Not as much as you seem.
- Joao <3
"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love."
- Washington Irving
Little white flowers will never awaken you, not when the cold depths have all but overtaken you.
Dearest, The days are all so long,
and in the shadows I spend them all.
My heart and I long for slumber.
Slumber I'm caressing you, I bless your touch, I lust for you.
Slumber you are not a dream, Not as much as you seem.
- Joao <3