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There's so much crap that needs doing right now and I don't even know where to start. Over the past few days I've been in denial about my situation that won't even seem that bad to most people but honestly, it just makes me want to die just thinking about it. I've got to organise then do my driving lessons and test which I'm really not looking forward to but if I don't do it then I'm gonna fall behind everyone else my age. Then I'll have everyone judging me for not learning when everyone else did. Secondly, I've got to get my CV and personal statements drafted during this "holiday". Then there's all the bank stuff I have to do so I can make the most of my money for uni in addition to all the usual domestic crap that needs doing so my parents will just stop moaning. The main thing stopping me from doing this is just the lack of motivation despite me thinking yesterday that I had found a reliable source of it. And despite how much I hate my parents for moaning at me to do this stuff (motivation's got nothing to do with it according to them), I can't take the easy way out for their sake. Ssssuicide. But it's only a matter of time

It sounds like you are under a lot of stress. Take a deep breath and take it one step at a time.

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love."
- Washington Irving

it gets really overwhelming... try taking it one thing at a time, focus on that and not everything else to get done too

Look to the future, not where you're at now. You're thinking of moving I gather, so considerate on working for that. it's really hard but the best thing you can do is just not pay attention to where you are now, just where you're going.

Little white flowers will never awaken you, not when the cold depths have all but overtaken you.

Dearest, The days are all so long,
and in the shadows I spend them all.
My heart and I long for slumber.
Slumber I'm caressing you, I bless your touch, I lust for you.
Slumber you are not a dream, Not as much as you seem.
- Joao <3