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Oh and btw I don't want anyone's fuck opinion about how I need to get help and all that shit please 'cause I've already got fucking help and I need to do this on my own.
If I was brave enough I would take those tablets or cut a little deeper into my wrists but I'm weak and all the more reason to disappear.
Just so fucking depressed.
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"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is called the present."
Hey. I'm sorry that you feel that way. I know how you feel. I feel the same way a lot of times. But keep your head up. Everything will turn out alright. Just don't give up quite yet. I know it's hard but try to relax. It'll help you feel a little better. Try to keep your mind of reality for a bit. And next thing you know things will be looking up again. Smile. The world out there is full of beauty. Just got to find it.
Well, personal advice then: If you do not want help, do not post on a teen help website, because, inevitable, caring, kind, and considerate people will come to help you.
You do need help, and suicide isn't the answer. However, nothing I tell you will make you change your mind. You say you are a coward because you can't commit suicide- if anything, the desire of suicide itself is cowardly and has you wanting to give up. There are so many beautiful things out there for you to do, and, well, once you're dead, you're dead, and thats it.
I sincerely hope you get better and see sense.
"A toothache, or a violent passion, is not necessarily diminished by our knowledge of its causes, its character, its importance or insignificance".- T.S. Eliot
If I was brave enough I would take those tablets or cut a little deeper into my wrists but I'm weak and all the more reason to disappear.
I've felt the same way before a lot of times and I'm really sorry that you feel like this now. I'm not going to judge or tell you to do anything but I'm here to talk.
Sometimes we know better than anybody else why we feel so bad and what we could do to try and make things even a little bit better. What's going on with you?
Why do you feel you need to do this? You're not weak, I can tell you that- your're strong for hanging on- and I know that sounds like a load of soppy rubbish- but honestly, that's the strongest thing you could do. Please try as hard as you can.
You said you've got help already, is it helping you at all? x
I'm sorry you feel this way, I do too sometimes, you've just got to keep looking ahead and keep your chin up. Things will get better and once they do you'll be back to feeling fine, there's a lot of things out there to look forward to, so don't give up just yet.
Relax for a while, calm down and rest for a bit. You'll get though it.
inevitable, caring, kind, and considerate people will come to help you.
However noble this sentiment may seem, it's not especially true of Teen Forumz. Sorry to sound skeptical, it just doesn't appear that many people give a crap about the less positive topics (with the exception of a small, core group of posters).
Anyway, I know you don't want my opinion but just find one thing that will help you to cling on for just another day at a time. I know how you feel because I'm fighting that same urge at the moment thanks to school and university. I'm thinking about my family to stop me.
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As I sit here in the dark,I think what could have been,
I’m haunted by my past,Things I should have forseen.