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I thought it was perfect - A levels, boyfriend, nearly got a job.
I guess not. Not when you're slowly losing people one by one.. then there's seeing your mum die slowly everyday.. Why is everything always so fucked up in this world?
I'm not even angry, just frustrated and upset. I just want to be normal. I don't want to be bullied or have a messed up life.
I want to be normal.
Need any 1-1 help? PM me and I'll get back to you ASAP.
R.I.P Shiloh Moore, I love you and miss you.<3
I will never be able to explain to anyone how much
you meant to me.
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Now I know what it means to live for someone else
To give up yourself
Things have changed, at times it gets kind of strange
Your love remains the same.
You make your life how you want it to be Amyy,
If you want your A-Levels you push for them, you go that extra mile
You want to be with your mum? Spend time with her like it's her last.
You want a boyfriend? You make time for him
The future is in your hands.
Hey who said it's easy? But your the only one who can do anything about it.
Fight for what you want, don't back down.
Like i said, your a lovely girl, the power is in your hands.
But I don't want to look whiny so I won't go into them.
There's one though.. one that puts me through the most horrible pain... one that I just can't cope with sometimes.
Need any 1-1 help? PM me and I'll get back to you ASAP.
R.I.P Shiloh Moore, I love you and miss you.<3
I will never be able to explain to anyone how much
you meant to me.
~~~~~~
Now I know what it means to live for someone else
To give up yourself
Things have changed, at times it gets kind of strange
Your love remains the same.
Gosh, normal. Amyy there is no such thing. Normal differs for everyone, every individual has different views of what "normal" is.
I'm very sorry as you sound like you are going through a very crap period in your life. Have you got people you can talk to in real life, people that can support you? Having somebody in person who you can off load some of your feelings to can make you feel a million times better, even though it often doesn't achieve anything other than making you feel a little better.
I'm not going to spend time defining normality, because thats a whole nother debate within itself.
However, first you need to take a step back and breathe. Sure, your life looks like shit at the moment. However, as bad as it gets, it can get worse. So, take a breather and understand your enemy before you can combat it.
Then, combat your enemy on all fronts. In the streets, in the towns, in the ports- whatever. I'm not Winston Churchill. Just have faith in yourself.
"A toothache, or a violent passion, is not necessarily diminished by our knowledge of its causes, its character, its importance or insignificance".- T.S. Eliot
I'm sorry to hear about your mother and what you're going through. I can't imagine how it must feel, but right now you need to try and stay strong.
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Originally Posted by Amyy.
I thought it was perfect - A levels, boyfriend, nearly got a job.
The above is something which a lot of people don't have. You need to stay focused and keep in mind the positive aspects of your life. Your boyfriend is supportive and cares for you, you're slowly working towards your future, and there's opportunity for you to go out and gain life experience; despite your misfortune you're still in a decent position.
I don't know you at all, really...but I'm confident in saying you can pull through; just don't give up.
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