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Things are going okay, not great or anything, and then just all of a sudden something, at some point during the day, just seems to piss you off to know end and you feel stupid for feeling that way in the first place because you have no right or reason to?

I'm not saying what it is or anything, because it's not important. Point is, I'm pissed and jealous over someone (yeah, don't jump to conclusions about that) and I really have no reason to as it's really none of my business.

I may not seem like it, but I'm seriously fuming right now. Even if I shouldn't be. So now I'm just pissed at myself as well. It probably doesn't help that I'm hungry as well.

However... I seriously feel like ripping someones head off.

In other news, I found out one of my coworkers is getting fired soon. Which bothers me because I like working him. I suppose they finally found out he's technically a felon and maybe that's why he's getting fired.

Well anyway, I actually liked working with him. And today I'm working double shifts and just got done with the first one.

So yeah... I so wish I didn't have such a delusional jealous personality. Delusional meaning I somehow manage to convince myself I have every right to feel the way I do even when, logically and rationally speaking, I don't. Sad part is that I'm aware of this and I can't control it.

It's a good thing I can control my violently jealous side. Yeah, I'm delusional (in some regards), violent and jealous and that's never a good thing.
I should probably find a way to get the violently jealous thing out of the way one of these days. Oh well, it's not like anyone can ever prove it was me during those times where I couldn't control it. So it's not like I can get arrested for it or anything.
I'm just glad I haven't gotten to the psychopath point where I seriously hurt someone. Thankfully, I'm sane enough to know that isn't right. I'm not that delusional. XD
Though this is why I sometimes refer to myself as a Yandere. The obsessive kind that is (one that wants to get get rid of the competition).


But yeah, I feel kinda pissed off at the world and myself right now. Word of warning, don't fuck with me. I don't feel like tolerating any bullshit today.

Although I'm a little calmer now. I'll eventually get over it. I guess.