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99% of the teenagers at my school shouldn't drive. Or be allowed to reproduce. I can't even begin to tell you the stories about the goddamned parking lot after school. People shove their way in to the line and cause issues, so that there are four cars trying to get in at once and no one will yield, making the line go much slower. Girls will stop and chat with people in their cars while they're in line, which distracts them and again, slows up the line. People try to back up into the line so they can get out faster, which it's only making the damned process slower. And they think it's a joke; they laugh and honk their horns and act like it's all a game. I hope you all die in a forest fire or something. God forbid you ever have children.
Oh, and God forbid I try to lose weight. My mom and dad keep harrassing me because I'm not "eating enough". Fuck off. I eat 1200-1300 calories a day and I burn 150-250 off. I'd prefer not to be an ugly pile of shit if I can avoid it. I'll eat as little as I want to. Even though I'm not eating too little; I ate a sandwich and crackers for dinner, two soft tacos for lunch, and yogurt for breakfast. It's not like I'm starving to death. And I'm keeping strict track of my carbs, fat, sugar and sodium, etc. I'm not going to blow up into a whale because I got too little of one vitamin or too much of one mineral. I'm going to be a dietician; it pays to actually keep track of these things and research a little.
And yes, I'm huge. I know. I'm 5'7'', 147+lbs. Get over it. I can't help that I'm big and ugly and overall an eyesore for you. I'm going to sit in class and learn and get good enough grades to go off to college in South Dakota where the biggest city has 120,000 people and I can hide away in the mountains so I won't have to deal with dipshits like you. Go fuck yourself. I'm a better person that you by far; I can see the stupidity written on your face when I look at you. If you have to ask if there's life on Mars you need a few more years of school, darling.
Meanwhile, I'll be sitting here waiting for the living room to open up so I can go exercise. And this weekend I'll go shopping for some clothes that are too small for me so that when May comes around I can fit into them and go to college a bit more normal. I may be ugly and fat, but at least I'm trying to go somewhere in my life. That's more than you can say for yourselves.
When I move away I want nothing to do with any of you Arizona fucks. Screw you all. You've ruined my childhood and corrupted my self-esteem until I felt as low as the dirt, and you just kept walking all over me. That time is over. I know I'm a better person than you and I laugh inside when I see you. Go ahead, stare. Laugh, whisper to your friend. I have plenty of defense mechanisms to combat your ignorance and rudeness. At least when this whole shenanigan-filled high school crap is over, I won't ever have to see your faces again. Thank God.
*This rant isn't directed at anyone on here or anyone in particular. You have been warned.
"A toothache, or a violent passion, is not necessarily diminished by our knowledge of its causes, its character, its importance or insignificance".- T.S. Eliot
Hopefully it will. I'm tired of being walked all over and being looked at with pity, as if I need that. I'm going to make myself a better person if it kills me. When I go to college I want nothing to do with the people here. I want to go somewhere with a small-town feel, where people aren't dipshits who treat others like dirt because they look different.
^That's kinda...gross, just because of the musculature (I really don't like muscles) but I certainly look heavier than that. Much heavier. That isn't the point though. The point is I can't wait to get out of this hellhole called Arizona. Maybe people in South Dakota won't care I'm ugly as fuck and will give me some respect. I'd like that a lot.
NOOOOOT BADDDD AT ALL. You have a horrible self-image.
Just because some random person looks like that, doesn't mean she does. That woman clearly has a lot of muscle. Muscle weighs more than fat, so 147lbs of fat is going to look less "healthy" or trim than 147lbs of muscle.
Idk what you look like Masquerade, I'm just getting tired of him hearing that. As long as you aren't overly skinny or anorexic do what makes you happy. And to me it sounds like you are going about it in a very healthy way.
Anyway, I hope things get better. High schoolers can be so clueless. Just wait until they get into the "real world" and act like that. You'll be so much better off (not that all adults are better...).
Haha, no, I wasn't implying that you do. I just meant as long as you stop before getting to that point then who cares if you try to lose weight (or gain weight) if you're healthy?
Good luck, I can't seem to stick to it myself.
Anorexia doesn't start with being unhealthy skinny...it's starts wit your mindset thinking you're way heavier then you are, and when you look in the mirror see yourself heavier then you are, that's what you are sounding like Dee, it just hasn't gotten to where your skin and bones...I say this for you to seriously look into and think about, not because I'm trying to pick on you. Legit that's what it is and how it starts.
Little white flowers will never awaken you, not when the cold depths have all but overtaken you.
Dearest, The days are all so long,
and in the shadows I spend them all.
My heart and I long for slumber.
Slumber I'm caressing you, I bless your touch, I lust for you.
Slumber you are not a dream, Not as much as you seem.
- Joao <3
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Today sucked. Oh, and screw you Arizona.
