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Since women just need to actually talk about their problems to cope with them... well, here are my little problems; yeah that's right: out to the woooorld, for no one to care really about this, because I'm being such an idiotic pathetic girl over things that I should have long gotten over, and my ranting is probably nothing compared to some other far worse cases here on Teen Forumz~ But since everything's relative:

- One of my best online friends doesn't come on for weeks now, and never sends me a text to say she's okay or anything. I'm tired of trying to contact with her, seriously. I'm so worried because she was having trouble keeping up with school again, and other shit... But if she doesn't make an effort either, I don't know what I'm chasing. Do great friendships always end up like this? I had hoped not... I thought it was different with her. The world really mocks with us people, doesn't it?
- My friends are all distant... I feel I'm losing the closeness, like I'm gravitating away from everything that made myself feel «me». Although I have found other people who I feel specially «me» (well, just one person really), I do feel a bit lonely generally. I feel like I just play a small part in a play of most of these persons' life.
- My mom suddenly decided that I should grow up. She wants me to seek for a second job, since I have so much free time and since she really really needs money (ah, the crisis). I know she's right, but I just don't like the rythm and the way she's pushing me into doing things. She knows I'm not used to toughness concerning that, specially from family's side. She knows I'm an introverted person. I understand she wants to help me with it. But... I dunno, maybe I'm the one being really puerile, but I know I'm kind of pissed.

Not to mention that I'm awfully dreamy lately and forget to do things I should be doing. Or that my laziness is affecting my relationship with any pen, pencil, whatnot. Yeah, that is totes' not cool. If I want to be an artist and live from it, I should be working 101% of my fucking time.
I'm fucking upset at me right now, seriously. And I don't know why, I'm being super emotional over insignificant things. One moment crying easily, the other moment overwhelmed and blind of joy.
Wthell is wrong with you Marie?

Suddenly my eyes are open
Everything comes into focus, oh!
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces
We are, we are blinded !
We are, we are blinded !

Don't worry dear Andorita, everything will work out in the end. We all have our rough phases. :\ Anyway, people who leave you are just showing how much they don't deserve you.

"If I do good, people might accuse me of selfish, ulterior motives, but I will still do it. Because I believe no one is malicious, not in their core, in their raw being.
The best in them is clouded by sorrows and fears, take those away and you'll bring out the brightest of lights in them.
Because no one can be happy without being kind, without giving ourselves to another, and we all love to give ourselves, it is our true nature.
That is why, even if I might get disappointed, I'll always give the best I've got. A single candle can light a thousand others and still burn." - Skezra

When the going gets tough, the tough get going. It will get better. Like John said, rough patches.

"A toothache, or a violent passion, is not necessarily diminished by our knowledge of its causes, its character, its importance or insignificance".- T.S. Eliot