18-11-11, 03:54 AM
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Name: Rain :)
Gender: Female
Join Date: Jul 2009
Posts: 66
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What if's?
I don't feel down about the situation anymore, it was so hard for me to be able to move on and my feelings for him still remain. I always think what if we did end up being together? what if things were different? what if I actually did show him how I truly felt at the time? No matter what I do these thoughts still appear out of no where. I could be at work and then BAM I think of him. I have some regrets i think everything happens for a reason, but my heart will not accept this.
I was reading an old friend's poems, he dated another school friend of ours years ago and she passed away this year. He had so many regrets about what he didn't say, the things he said and didn't mean. Its so sad :( I don't want something like that to happen.
Of course I will meet someone else, but that someone else wont be him. No it isn't love, Ive just never felt like this about someone.. someone I cant have it seems.
How do you get rid of these thoughts?
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