05-01-12, 06:27 PM
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: The Netherlands
The One Rin-...err...Girl.
Allright, so here is the situation.
As i have told in an earlier post, i never had a girlfriend. This because of my authistic side, which makes communication with people very difficult.
Turns out, authisticism + person you really like = nothing understandable is gonna come out of a mouth.
But on to the girl. I met this girl at school, she was in my class. She is a real beauty, she was nice, she was funny...everything i looked for in a potential girlfriend. Plus she is a gamer too, and likes the same games as i do.
She also made alot of jokes about me (the good kind, not the hurtful kind) and we went along really well.
But then fate struck!
My school decided i bore them long enough, and they decided to throw me out. I lost her out of my sight, and that was that.
I feel bad every day that i never had the force to tell her how i felt. if there was ever a moment where i thought there would be The One, she would be it. I promised myself i wouldn't let her go, but i did. Friends of her know my secret, and told me i will never stand a chanche, that i am not her type, but i can't just believe that.
The last week or so i went to bed with the same thought:
There is no way i will ever see her again. I also don't have her telephone number. But i do have her email. Michael, throw all your cards on the table and go card blanche. Make a mail with your feelings for her and send it up. It is your last chanche.
So, people of the boards, i seek your council. Girls, boys, couples and foreveralones! Should i do it?
If i do it, the worst that could happen is a no. But she could be weirded out and think i'm a freak.
If i don't, i will always wonder what could have been if i had the guts to do it. And i don't know if i can handle that.