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Please read my last thread, it's short
FIRST KISS



At the end, something happened unexpectedly-- Last night I was with Ed and the other 3 guys in my farewell party and they still kept asking me who I like ,cause yesterday was my last day with them:'( I kept trying not to say anything and finally i told them that I like Chis (a boy who's my hostcousin--if you wanna know a bit more history about him please read this thread Does he like me ?> <"
) well i said it cause Chris wasnt there and these boys dont know Chris,and Ed still kept asking me "only him and dont u like no one else ,one of us four??" I still kept my mouth closed until someone called me with the familiar vulgars IT WAS CHRIS!! surprisingly he went to my house with his family (with his skateboard haha> <) I told them that he is Chris,I could notice that Ed was looking at Chris in a stange way._. At the end of the farewell party ,Chris and I were sitting on the ground behind his fathers car. The other boys were still having conversations overthere but chris and i were sittin in the position that nobody could see us._. Chris was the first boy i liked...but after i realized that finally i'll have to go back to my country so i decided to be his best friend instead) In my life I NEVER HAD A KISS and from my last thread that i was trying to ask for a first kiss from Ed--finally Chis was there so I decided to consult him about this.... I didnt know how to kiss and i never kissed and i told chris that i just want to try it once--we talked a while about Ed and chris told me that he wont ever let me be with Ed ,never lol He even said that he's better than Ed hahah --and then he asked me, "DO u want me to teach you how?" I said yes-- He showed me how to hold the boy and he said that the boy always starts the kiss. I was listening to him with attention and then he told me,"And then he will do it like this.." then he quickly moved his face nearer AND KISSED ME!!! > < I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TOME ... I TRIED TO FEEL IT AND, I SMILED... THAT WAS MY FIRST KISS!!!(?) though he was just teaching me how to do it but I would say that was my real first kiss..and with the boy i like! > < It was short and fast, but i love it-- i felt his tounge> < i told him that it doesn't have any taste ,and he laughed. Then he told me to go and tell Ed now so i went to the 3 boys who are standing overthere and i said out that i like Ed.> < Ed asked me "You like me ???" and his face changed his smile faded i didnt know why > < I gathered all the courage and told him to go with me to the corner and I told him that I felt very strange it was my first time to tell out someone i like> <! * And i asked him "Do you like me..?" Ed said that he doesn't know ,maybe,cause we've just known for a short time. Everything that chris had taught me all gone away and and didnt know words to say : ((( I told Ed thank you for everything and we hugged...just a short hug and I didnt feel that good> <" I walked dissapointedly to Chris and shook my head:( I got in the house to take out my suitcases and other things ,and chris went in with me. I told him what happened and i told him that i felt bad:( He told me to go to Ed again when we went out and tried to ask him a kiss> < I did it I took Ed to the corner again and i told him "Can you kiss me ?" He said yes why not ? but he just gave me a little kiss on my face right cheek near the mouth. I embarrasingly smiled and walked away... I DIDNT MAKE IT> <""! Ed didnt kiss me like what chris showed me. That time I already had to get in the car to go to the station because the bus was going out-- I suddenly cried out a big tear in the car. I went with chris and his family toward the station and when we said goodbye the last one i said goodbye to was Chris ,and i didnt know why Chris unexpectedly cried too!! > < when we hugged the last hug (it was our first hug too i think) That day Chris was not like the other days he was withme he never talked to me nicely and always insults me> < Finally i got in the bus and started crying loud again )

So, this UNEXPECTEDLY happened. And today recently Chris called me after he read my farewell card which i wrote him and contains a part that says I LIKED YOU but i wrote it with a very small letters . Chris tried to make me say itout by saying that the letters are too small and he didnt get it. We had a long conversation and finally i said it out that i like him...he was the first boy who i asked to be my prom parther but due to the fact that finally he denied it and i asked Ed who 's my neighborhood to be my prom parther and that was the first time I 'd really known and talked with Ed . I told chris everything ,and finally he asked me "Did you like the kiss ?" I said yes with no other ways to go Chris told me that if his family comes here to where i am now(in another city where i will get on the aeroplane) he will give me the last kiss before i go > <... Im so excited and i told him that I will pray for that...


ANy comments ? ._.
THanks for reading.

Sounds like it all worked out for you. Even if it wasn't in the way that you were originally planning. And I'm glad that it all went alright for you in the end.

That's so cute lol ^.^ Sounds to me like Chris is the guy for you, not Ed. Sounds like you had a great night though!

My honest comment? I feel like you've made too much of a deal about this. You played a game with these four boys and I think it was really unfair. Why couldn't you just be honest and tell them who you liked? You had to go and be a tease and make them wonder? If you really wanted something to happen with Ed then you should've just came out and said it instead of making a huge drama out of it and stringing them along this entire time.

But, I guessed it worked out alright with Chris and everything. Congrats with that, it does sound like a nice way to have a first kiss. Went well as long as you're happy.

Thank you everyone._. im just praying he will come to see me off at the airport..

Heyy im not playing anything...> < just kept my mouth closed and didnt tell them who I like before the last minute because I was to be with time a while more and I would feel awkward, so I decided to say it out in the last minute when I was about to leave them._.

Is that still bad ??

Well, you could have been more honest and straight forward with everything. But it doesn't seem like it you meant to or that anything terrible came of it. So don't worry about it too much. I can understand why you did it. I don't think it was anything terrible or anything like that. Next time Just be cognizant that doing something like that can hurt people unintentionally. (: But Like I said I wouldn't worry about it too much.

To me, kinda. You may not have done it on purpose but you still made them wonder all that time. You messed with them. I don't see the purpose in keeping your mouth shut was. It was already awkward enough for all of them knowing you liked one of them but not knowing who. But you didn't know. A lot of girls get accused of being teases or even sluts for stuff like that when they don't mean it. Well, now you know. Good thing things worked out and no feelings were hurt that we know of. Lesson learned without too much harm done. Again, congrats that things worked out for you

I was punched in the face when I got my first kiss.

hahaha how?

I kissed the wrong person.