Nor do I want a new semester! But I'll discuss that later.
There is very little to do, when every minute is like two minutes, there isnt too much snacks....playing video games can help. Madden 07 is the only game I play, there are other games, but I'm too comfy with Madden. When I'm playing a game on it, if I'm losing by a lot or if the game gets boring, I shut the Wii of and dont wanna play until at least 30 minutes. Another thing to do is fap. And I strongly wish and pray that I stop doing that! I've been doing it at least twice a day, and my body has gotten so used to doing it, that I have to wait only an hour to cum again. It's like drinking problems! TV isnt interesting to me right now, the only thing I like is football. And I can only find myself watch the Bears games. I just cant enjoy another team. Sometimes I watch the recording of it again, but only if they win. I cant bear (haha get it) to watch them lose, and thats what theyve been doing lately. I also go out to the stores/restaurants next to me. There's a CVS, where I can get chips, candy, soda, soaps, etc. There's McDonalds, which has been closed lately due to maintenance. A restaurant where I go to just for spaghetti. But see, Ive been trying to save money more, so I get 30 dollars and try to spend just 20, having 10 left to save. I got 14 bucks left. The nights go by awfully slow, and I often wish I could just simulate it all and go to bed. Sometimes I wish school went until five. And it doesn't help that the next couple weeks we're off.
And I'm not even that crazy about school. I'm the socially awkward penguin, some people treat me like
and my grades are coming down. I dont like being in clubs, cuz I've been in golf for fall, and it was a lot of trouble. I was supposed to be in drama, but something went terribly wrong and I shouldnt have to worry about it anymore. It's all funny because I like going back home, but then it's like, nothing else to look forward to.
And then there's the fact that next semester, gym will be replaced with health. The whole 9 or so weeks! R u kidding me! Gym is probably the reason I go to school. I might be unaware of that, but gym is obviously my favorite period. I NEVER get mad or let down there, there's no rude people, it's a small class. Everyone there sucks at sports like I do. The gyms teachers are unbelievably nice. Today was the last day. This is just tragic. Take gym away, and school is like all the other school years of my past. Hell. I'll be crying because of my loneliness, there won't be anything to look forward to, I will turn evil again, I'm not ready for this!
These past nine weeks were something new. Sigh. If only all my classmates and teachers were as friendly as the ones in gym class. I'm thinking about going to the old private school I went to in first grade, my parents would be glad to send me to. But not everybody in the public one is friendly. I GOTTA make it a new year resolution to get my player on.
So yea, thats my essay about how things are going right now. And I know it's rude to say this, but please don't ignore this. I worked hard expressing my feelings on this, and if I get no replies and or help, with no clue on what to do, I'll be depressed the time! 8th grade, I was so mad and sad, I'm pretty sure I sold my soul! You wouldnt believe how much Ive been praying to avoid another bust year.
Today's Toppers
I don't want a winter break! D:
Re: I don't want a winter break! D:
Just a suggestion though. I hope you can start to enjoy your other lessons and you can find something to do! I don't really know what to suggest. x3
