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So instead of telling it all at different times, I'm just gonna make a list.
Since last Wednesday my cousin has been in town. We all went to Six Flags today.

I've learned some very important things while he was down here:

- I don't love him anymore. Not like that at least.
- He and my sister are material-based people and he had the nerve to imply that I was (all because I like receiving chocolate as a gift mind you).
- He's not as special as I originally thought.
- He's a fucking idiot. I honestly don't care who he sleeps with but really it's kinda stupid to do so with the girl you broke up with (and then get with another girl right after) and then get back with the other and claim to love her. Seriously.
- He shares the most annoying traits with my sister. Talking down to me like I'm a child just because I fucking correct him on how a riddle is worded. Bursts out singing horribly into an already shitty song. Turns on the fucking radio when you're less than a minute away from the house. Gets all pissy because they think I'm being rude when really it's just me responding to being treated like a third wheel (fuck all hell, I really should have invited my best friend to go).

- After awkward conversations I know disgusting details of his personal life that I never wanted to know - ever. So knowing all that I've come to the conclusion he's not really any different from most people. Which bores me and disgusts me. I dislike typical people.
- When we got home I decided to draw and it was beautiful. I drew with raw emotion for the first time in a long time and it was one of my best most recent piece of work. So I learned that feeling raw anger, sadness, and repulsion brings out my talent. Which isn't surprising... I always seem to do everything right when I'm not delusional from happiness.

- I don't like practically being molested each time he hugs me. And yes, he does do that. I'm not kidding. Personally speaking when something is supposed to be a friendly hug to show you care... you don't go and stick your hand down a girls shirt while also having your other arm locked around her neck. Plus dragging her down on top of you.
- I feel homicidal when my butt gets touched out of nowhere. This has nothing to do with my cousin. It happened when we went to Waffle House and there were some teen guys there and I one touched my ass.

- Unflattering clothing isn't as much as a deterrent as it once was.
- Violence, death, destruction, gore, and all that jazz is my only salvation in things.
- Vomit takes forever to clean up at Six Flags.
- My cousin has a really annoying laugh.
- I'm misanthropic but it's perfectly justifiable.
- I've decided I'm not Demi-Sexual but rather just a kinky Asexual who can only get off to the idea of being tied up but without any actual intercourse involved.
- Sex repulses me to the core. I dislike talking about it because I want to vomit when it comes up. Mostly just IRL conversation. Somehow it's much easier to read about it than to hear about it.
- Don't eat the yellow snow. And don't pick up chocolate off the ground.
- I really want to slit the throat of someone violently right now.
- Funnel cakes are awesome.
- I'm the only one of the bunch intelligent to bring a change of clothes and a swimsuit to the park. They thought I was being stupid. I was the only one who wasn't soaked when we left. Idiots don't know that you can chafe like that. I did, that's why I told them to bring more clothes. Did they? No. Complain complain complain. Should have listened to my brilliant idea.
- I was brilliant all fucking week. I was on a roll. Sure in some cases I was passed off as being childish for whatever reason. What happens? They take my idea. It works. And what thinks do I get? Nothing.
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- Oh and... I have awesome hair. Even when it looks horrible and is hard to manage. It's awesome.

(I ran over the editing time limit. lawlz)

So wait.....
You were in love with your cousin?

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Yes. At a few points.
I get the feeling I may have told you at some point (or rather, you were there when I said it).
Then again, maybe not. *can't remember*

But, yes I was.

Oh and just to let the record show, I'm not heartbroken or anything. I decided no more attachment like that for me.
Just for anyone who was wondering because I think I mentioned it before.

Its always a fun occasion when we realize the people we thought so highly of and who we thought were "different"... turn out to be the same ordinary people that annoy us. Heh.

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love."
- Washington Irving

Oh yes, so much fun. Fun indeed.

welcome to reality!
Where people are in love with ideas of people, not the actual person.
And the moment that idea, that dream meets reality, everything crumbles down to what is really there.

Wheres F. Scott Fitzgerald when you need him? (ill be amazed if anyone knows what I'm referencing!)

Forgive the crappy grammar!
"The more man meditates upon good thoughts, the better will be his world and the world at large. " - Confucius
"The guy in the back always has something to say"