[iMatthew]

I'm Really Struggling At The Moment Guys And Girls. I've Just Come Back From An Operation, And I Feel Constantly Down, I'm So Cold Hearted, As Well, And I Will Readily Admit That. I Show No Emotion Nowadays, I've Have A Troubled Past, And My Life Isn't Going To Get Easier.

I'm Not Sure If It's Love, Life, Hatred, Regret, Or What It Is, Although It Hurts. I Don't Like The Way I Am, It's Like, As Soon As You Get To Know Me, I'm Fine, But Before That, You've Gotta Do Something Special. That's The Thing. I Don't Know How To Stop It, It's Really Annoying And Getting Me Down, I Just Feel That There Is Nobody Who Wants Me Anymore. It Hurts, And Now, I'm Changed. I Shall Happily Talk Things Over With You Guys/Girls And I Hope That You Can Help.

Thanks In Advance For Any Replies.

Matt

[Ryuzaki]

maybe you are struggling with depression, it is quite common in teens now days and i admit i am struggling with it to, perhaps you should try some kind of sport or take up art you'll feel better if you can express yourself

L

[Rogan]

After an operation, it's very common to feel down. I'm have one on Monday and I've been told to expect to feel depressed afterwards. It's caused by partly by the continuous ache and pain you have after surgery and also if you've been on morphine, it can cause pretty bad lows.

Try not to worry about things at the moment. They'll pick up as you recover from your operation. There are people out there who want you and I'm sure you're not cold hearted really. Showing emotion can be hard for some people and there's nothing wrong at all about keeping things to yourself.

Hope this helps

[iMatthew]

Thanks Josh and L.

Things Are Picking Up A Bit Now, It's Hurting Less And I'm Feeling Better Every Day (:

Matt

[Johno]

There's actually a term for this its called Post-Operative Depression or POD. It normally lasts 2-6 months depending on the serverity of the operation. It'll get better mate, just hold your chin up and charge forward!

[iMatthew]

Cheers Johno mate,

Things are much better now To be honest. My life is taking a turn for the better, I'm back with my girlfriend after she left me two years ago, and i'm generally much happier, and it's been about 2 months since the op SPOT ON!

Cheers, Matt

[Johno]

Thats great news mate, Im glad everything is working out for you!

[rawr]

Yay

[iMatthew]

GoodMood

[woody92]

Everyone has had a bad past at one point in their life... Youneed to stay strong and always try to be HAPPY!:laugh:

I am diffrent from the rest too and I have the same thing, I dont go out anywere I prefer to stay at home, I dont like talking to new people, I get MAD if someone has moved ANY of my stuff.... I could go on and on lol, but I wont bore you all with all of that! Anyway I have a syndrome called Aspergers, so you might have that too. Aspergers is a syndrome that doesnt let you make new friends and your very shy etc...

Good Luck with it all! AND STAY HAPPY :laugh:
Pm me if you want!