[k-star]

Hey peoples. This is my first time using this forum, and so I would like to just put that out there cuz I dunno if you have any specific way you work things or not. If I have done something wrong I would like you to please tell me.

With that out of the way...

I have been having some problems lately. Some internal ones that are interfering with my life. I think that they are pushing me away from one of my friends because I'm too locked up to talk about them. I don't know what I want to do, but I feel that I am more of a nuisance to my friends than a help. The reason that bothers me is because I am used to helping my friends, but I can't even help myself and if I don't feel comfortable with my own life I just can't help others.

I think that depression is getting to me, and it is making be a bit .... psycho. I am usually clear minded, but lately it ain't staying that way. I need some advice.

There is a lot of stuff that I want to share, but I don't want to confuse anyone so I will wait until I am required to answer questions.
[Oh. Please ask questions, cause if you don't I wont be satisfied cause you wont know anything..]

Don't hold anything back from me though. If you have a question pertaining to this stuff please ask it. So long as it pertains to the thread that is. I have issues all over and I just want help.

[Note I did my best not to make this all gloomy and what ever, like I normally do when I talk to people.]

[holsamlou]

Heyy,
sounds a little like how I used to do things. I help my friends all the time but I have BIG problems sharing my own with others- I trusted them - I just didn't want them to worry or feel as tho they were important To be honest
but the more you bottle it up- the worse you'll get and the harder it'll be to get rid of the anxiety you feel.
If your friends are true tho- which I'm sure they r .. Then you need to preferablly start believing that telling them things will help you. And cud also make your friendship stronger. Your friends are there to support you through no matter what.
if you don't mind me saying what's happening at home?
Is it just falling out? Or something more serious?
WhatevEr it is- if you need to talk I'll be ere to listen. Hope this has helped a lil.
Take care of yourself
riley xxx