[tara<3]

My boyfriend came over today, and he told me it was over.. i'm just really sad right now...and hurt... and heartbroken... and ....
i just really need some one willing to talk to me right now... anyone online at this moment is welcome...
i dont care whether its on chat or pm or email..
i just need someone right now...

[Rogan]

You can start a thread in the Private Support forum if you want to talk to me.

[tara<3]

i just did

[iMpAkT]

We're always here for you

[tara<3]

thanks impact...
its at time like these im really thankful for this forum.....

[tara<3]

well.. here's what happened...
today, after school, he asked if he can drop by to pick up his cds. i'm still a bit jetlagged since i arrived, and i told him im too tired to get up to greet him and that my brother will hand him the cds... so then he asks "does this mean i'm not going to see you?" so, with that, i think he really wants to see me because he misses me, so i told him i will get up just for him.
when he arrives, i hand him the cds... and then... he tells me.. "i need to talk to you in private" there, so we go into my room. "sit down" he tells me....
next thing you know
" this is going to be really hard for me to say this... before you went to france, we had already been going out for a month... to me, when you were in france, it felt like a break up... but then, you came back, and i was happy to see you, but, i don't feel the same way about you as i did before you left...now.. i only see you as a friend...
i'm sorry, i never wanted to hurt you or anything...i think what im doing is for the best, i mean, we have different futures, i'm going to spain, and you might go to australia...i tried seeing you like i did before.. i really tried, but i can't
we can still be friends"
he also said " you're going to find a nice guy, you will, i just don't think that guy is me.."
and i just stayed, paralyzed..., tearing up and heart broken...
he kept asking me if i was okay, if i was fine... trying to console me... he had his arms around me...
he was very honest when he told me this... and there could have been much worse reasons for why he broke up with me.. but i mean... i just can't believe it's over...
it feel like my entire world has just crashed...

[Blair.godz]

Here you'll always have someone to talk to , and i guess now everything your going to feel its pain ,but time will pass and now you need to be strong and find things to do and distract yourself .

If you need anything pm.

[Liam_680]

Actually it was good although painful that he was honest with how he felt rather than went on with the relationship and lie to you. it is painful and never easy but you will get through this and when you do, you would be a better person

[tara<3]

thanks liam
yes, i know he's a great guy and thats actually what makes it harder...
but i havent been crying for about 2 days now
although i do get jealous of some of his friends who are girls though...
but i always tell myself they're just his friends...

i have talked to a lot of people and i feel a lot better now