[Coldwindblows]

i am done.... i feel so bad, ive been sick for 2weeks now..... with a really bad sore throat i got swabbed for strep throat... its been 3 days since and no phone call yet. My eyes, i think i got pink eye in both eyes now... i woke up this morning to find that eye really red. THIS PISSES ME OFF BEYOND BELIEF.... you dont know how fuckin cleanily ive been trying to be... i wash my hands every fuckin 30mins i dont touch my face i do hot compresses over the eye every fuckin hour... im taking the fuckin drops 4 times a day twice in the one eye.... and now i think i got it in the other FUCKING EYE..... I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!! its making me miss work.... i cant miss fuckin work i have to pay for prom my fuckin dumbass blew all his money before he got his promdate and now i have one and its so fuckin expensive!!! and i got shit all for $.... i owe my fuckin friend $80 for the phone i blew all my money on..... i am so stressed out.... holy fuck im sitting here tearing up and when i noticed my eye in the shower... i actually punched the fucking wall.
no matter how much i try to change... i always get fuckin suckked back into this shit.


sorry Teen Forumz this is a rant..... im done

[16teengirl]

Look i know how upset and angry you are. Why don't you drink glass of water and see a docter. It will go soon i know it seems forever but that's inpossible. Get better soon who ever you are

[Coldwindblows]

Thanks... its just im soo stressed out, i wanna do better in school but this is just keeping me away. i want to see my friends, but pink eye and shit are soo contagious i dont wanna infect anyone. im pretty sure they think im faking being sick and they dont understand what pink is really... i keep getting all these snide remarks about someone taking a shit on my pillow and its really hurting me, i just dont know.... im crying here as i type this im so upset. i just keep thinking about how proms gonna be and im not gonna grad etc.

[16teengirl]

It's not your fault. Why don't you get a cloth and run it in warm or little bit hot in the cloth to make your eyes better. It might go in a week or two. Keep using eye drops i know it seems horrible but it must go in it's own way. Get well. Don't be upset aww it wont stay like that for very long time. Don't worry about education,friends,prom at the moment your eye comes first. It wont make you blind it's just red that's all but it will go.

[16teengirl]

Don’t watch television or use your computer. You have to wait until the red eye is gone Read what i say and log out from Teen Forumz then get some rest. You're eye needs a break.

[Charlotte111]

Rest and carry on using the eye drops plus the compresses it'll get better just give it time.

If your really concerned take a trip to your doctor he/she will be able to help you better than anyone here can as we can't see your eyes.

Good luck

[Coldwindblows]

thanks again, i know its not my fault but its just really upsetting. Ive been doing that hot cloth over your eye as much as possible, but it doesn't seem to help that much my throat is in agony... i cough and its like my throat is getting torched it hurts so bad. Plus the thing is, ive never cared much about my education before... ive just started caring about my grades and it makes me feel bad that im missing so much school... im relieved its the weekend now and its a long weekend too. But i wont be able to enjoy that i will be stuck in my room not to mention im probably gonna miss 8hours of work this week.... im gonna have to make that up big time and i dont get enough hours as it is, prom is expensive my parents are paying for a bunch of it... and i dont wanna have to ask them to pay for more if you know what i mean, i feel bad that ive wasted all my money.... i feel really stupid for ever doing that. Not to mention i feel like we're in money troubles i dunno just a feeling... they haven't said anything. I was slightly depressed before being sick... and i feel like this is making it worse. im trying to stay as healthy as possible, eating the right foods... i only drink juice or water, mainly water though. im feeling soo cooped up.... i think im just gonna stay on Teen Forumz all day like i have been the past few days hoping people post or message me, and clean... that keeps my mind off things, i need to disinfect my room hopefully that will keep me from being so sick.

[16teengirl]

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I think you need to give it time. You was only desperate to buy the prom. so everyone gonna have a nice time at prom and you staying in bed. Aww don't feel down about that. Just think that you are gonna get better that's inportant then prom. Who cares if your friends don't believe you or not it's what they think. focus on getting better. I don't think you should stay on the computer i know it's boring on doing nothing but watch bit of tv and that's all i really don't want you to make your eye worse then it already is.

[hurrtnsyd]

oh.. you like to use the word f*ck huh?

[Coldwindblows]

Hey, i just woke up after resting since i last posted. I feel alot better, but its been like that for 2 weeks im really sick in the morning but evens out later on in the day. by the way its not that im trying to buy prom, its just really expensive im not buying anything thats not necessary. Also i plan on keeping this weekend low key.. atleast for today im gonna be doing regular hot water salt gargles every 2 hours along with hot compresses on both my eyes. Also thanks for replying so quickly and helping me out alot! message me anytime you like...


and thank you charlotte, hopefully i will get better soon... i will keep doing what you say. Message me anytime too if you like.



haha wooow i didn't realize i said it that many times..... sorry if that offended anyone!! i was really upset and wasn't really trying to watch my language.