[Sanmiittai]

I realize this will be strange, because I don't really know what to ask.

Ok... Well to start. I am a 17 year old guy who has only one parent. My mother died about seven years ago. *I don't remember her much.* Within in the last month I have given up on fighting sexual feelings *gay ones especially*. Though none of my friends know that I am...

Here is the problem.

Before I stopped trying to reject my feelings I was always feeling horrible and depressed. I kept up the fight for about 6 years. Now I just don't care anymore and I have found that I have a strong happy face. ^.^ It doesn't leave me very often. However, within the last week I have started to have night terrors.

*I believe they are night terrors because in the dreams I feel as though I am lying on my bed paralyzed with my eyes closed, but I can still hear, feel and see everything around me.*

The terrors are not really scary, but when I wake up I often find myself soaked in sweat and trembling. I also experience a terrible dread around me when I wake up. These dreams have been happening every night for about 5 days now, and because of them I find myself awake at 3-4:00 am. I haven't slept well, and I actually didn't go to sleep for 3 days straight until yesterday because I didn't want to have those dreams again...

I want to know where my happiness went... I believe all of this is related to my recent change. But it could be many other things or a combination of things... >.>

[Gray]

Hello There Welcome to Teen Forumz , i dont really know much about dreams but the basic things , why dont you take a chat with your father about those dreams?

[Walt]

I know what you mean about the dreams. I use to have those dreams to but I would see something after. I couldn't scream at all and I couldn't move when I was awake. Then I switched room and it stopped, well it has only happend once since then

[DeepDistress]

Just give it time, often dreams come in phases. Just push through it, keep being happy, go through your day hopefully in time they pass. If they really do keep up, since they effect your sleep so much perhaps see a doctor? I don't know how else to stop them really.

[Dropthebass]

Our dreams usually reflect on our subconcious mind. So if there's anything that's bothering you, it's reflecting in your dreams. Changing the direction in which your sleeping, switching rooms temporarily, change in sleep timings may help, I'm not too sure though.

[Sanmiittai]

Yes... I am troubled, stressed, and what not. I just had my spirit broken, so yeah...
That's what happens when you fail at everything. v.v

[DeepDistress]

If you need someone to talk to feel free to add me.

[goldentony111]

Just give it time,

add me if you wanna talk