14-11-11, 03:39 AM
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Paranoid
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Name: Cody
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: Vancouver, Canada
Posts: 2,200
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This cannot be normal.
So, i still think i am either fucked up or insane. Nothing new except lately i have had frequent thoughts of just destroying everything and everyone. While i try to not argue with people, i do. When i try to avoid the thoughts of ripping people apart, i still think about it. The point i am trying to convey is that people seriously piss me off, and i seriously don't think i react in a way that would be considered normal or perhaps "Healthy." Sometimes, i seriously want nothing more that to rip people apart. Stupid people, idiots, dumb asses. Whatever you call them, i seriously don't consider them worthy of their own existence (If that even makes any sense)
And for those wondering, i do not mean people who cannot spell correctly, although that in itself is a pet peeve of mine, it's not what i mean by idiot. Same goes for people who cannot do math, read or anything like that. I mean people- no... IDIOTS who do not just effect their lives, but effect or destroy others with out even realizing it. (Or just simply not caring) These are the people who seriously make me want to, with lack of a better term at the moment, destroy them. Now, somehow... This doesn't seem healthy to me. (Call me crazy)
I do actually worry myself. I still feel as if i should be committed to an insane asylum. I have these thoughts and allot more irrational/insane ones that would be considered normal for the criminally insane. While i suppose i do not actually believe i am actually insane, i just don't see much difference. When people piss me off, or i even just think about things that do piss me off, i get my mind set that these people are better off being nothing more than animal shit. (Does that even seem REMOTELY normal to you?) It can't be normal. If it was, the rivers would be red and mosquitoes would be the size of grape fruits. (Is it disturbing i found that statement amusing?) Just, thought i'd share...? Yeah, or something like that.
Anyway. Before i convince more people to stop talking to me, i suppose ill leave it at that.
 <----- Judgement face
Yeah I got flaws, I know I'm not perfect.
But all ups and downs, will soon be worth it.
When I get there.
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