[fay]

I've been feeling really useless and alone lately. Not to mention stressed out.
Nothing's been going like I want it to. I have bills to pay with money I don't have. I've been living off of my school loans for the last year and now they're almost gone. My boyfriend should be helping me out but idk what he does with his paychecks because by the time I ask he has no money (he lives in our house - which i don't even live in - but I have to pay for everything). He's tired of me bugging him. My new job has been a huge fail which was supposed to help me become more independent.

I have no idea where I'm headed. At this point I just want to drop out of school because it's not helping me with anything.
If you saw one of my other posts you'd know I have no friends, no social life, period. That only makes me feel more like a loser.

I feel like giving up and just staying in my bed all day where I don't have to worry about anything. I hate 99% of my life and theres not much I can do about it.

[Kryptonite]

I think its time to dump your boyfriend. He's crippling on your expenses. He needs to have more accountability in his spending. If he doesn't do that, throw him out. New jobs that are independently run are always rough in the beginning- it takes time. Just work hard, and don't quit school, because then you are really fucked when you want to get a really good job.

[Syrian]

Bloody hell! I f I were your little brother, I'd help more than your boyfriend is helping! I just don't understand why you call him a boyfriend!

[fay]

Well I told him today I was done and I couldn't handle the extra stress he put on me. (He was supposed to call me this morning when some techs came to the house and he couldn't even do that so they screwed up since I couldn't tell them what to do so now I'm screwed and po'd). He got mad and told me he wasn't going to pick up our daughter from daycare so I had to leave school and miss class to get her. He pretty much proved my reasoning right there. I still don't feel very good about anything though. I'm still in the same financial mess and now I have even less people to interact with.

[FromDownAbove]

Well you don't always have to to have other people to interact with do you? You said yourself your new job is supposed to be helping you become more independent, so maybe this is step one in that independence.
Being financially stable at a young age is going to be tough, and it will definitely take a while, so there's really no rush. Whatever you do, just don't drop out of school. Eventually it will help pay back all of that debt. You can't really cure everything in a matter of weeks.
Without a terrible boyfriend dragging you down you will be able to get much more accomplished and set straight as well. Just stay at your job and give it your best. And try and make every cut back you can to save money, even though I'm sure you've already cut back all that you can. Anyhow, it'll all get better after time