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Have you ever read something that made your heart drop?
I haven't been on facebook for about a week now. I sent some flowers to my long distance friend who promised me her heart even thought she already crushed mine 4x. For those who have read my story, you guys know what happened and i know its pretty dumb of me to keep chasing after her.
I know, i should just give up but this is her last shot. She kept saying she's sorry but words typed just doesn't mean anything anymore these days. So i sent her a dozen roses, a teddy bear, and 3 bars of belgian chocolate. So she messaged me, we skyped, we talked, she said sorry, she cried, she said she loves me and all that nonesense crap. She knows that i'm not going on facebook.
So just a few hours ago, i check on her wall and i see this "Happy monthsary! :">" crap from some guy. WTF is that suppose to mean? I even rewrote adele's someone like you and made a cover of it titled i'l never find someone like you. After all the things i did for her. When i read that, my heart just dropped. I lost the mood to even move my fingers. Crushing my heart 5x is just too much. That's it. I'm out.
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I already blocked her from facebook, removed her from my youtube channel, everything. I gave her chance after chance, i trusted her, miles and miles away and i was the only one who still cared for the other. I'm sick and tired of her lies, her words, her everything. I treated her like my world and asked nothing from her but her happiness and her love. Her deceiving voice. There are so many girls here and i don't mean to be boastful but after all she did to me, i know i deserve better but i chose her cause i love her, well, loved her.
I guess i just loved her too much to let her go. And i told her before i left that "as long as you're happy, i'm happy" so i guess when she cheated on me 2 weeks after i left, it was kinda my fault. I know i'm young but i've been through a lot. I've been to 6 high schools, 2 countries, and 2 states. I'm not even gonna start. I'm just really down right now. After all i did, how could she. I never learned. Love is one hell of a drug.
I chose the song 'Bleeding Love' by Leona Lewis as my username cause of the song's lyrics and what i felt when i went here for help. "I don't care what they say, i'm inlove with you" My friends warned me but i didn't care. But i don't regret having met her and doing all of those for her because even after everything she's done to me, i know that she showed me her real self atleast once in our relationship. That she actually cared and loved me back. Like Dr. Seuss said, "Don't be sad that it's over, Be happy that it happened" In a way, i'm happy, angry, sad, and i just don't understand. This is gonna take me a while to get over.
Last edited by BleedingLove; 08-01-12 at 12:56 AM..
Re: Have you ever read something that made your heart drop?
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Originally Posted by MissBlood
She is awful for cheating and not being grateful for what you did for her.
I never asked her to be grateful or repay me or anything. All I wanted was for her to be happy. I think her family knows me more than she does. Man, i'm really done. I tried everything. If i talk to my friends, all of them are just gonna go "I told you so". My heart is aching like crazy right now. ugh.
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