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Right, I typed this all out and this is more of a blog sort of thing than a post, but I don't know I just want to share it with people, 'cause I'm excited about it.

I think I did it. Just now. I'm pretty sure. I ate some pretty high calorie coconut and yoghurt snacks, felt bad... but then I stopped feeling bad I dunno abgghjk,fd but I feel different, and I don't know if it's going to work, but I'm just not going to weigh myself tomorrow morning, or other mornings, I'm sat here eating a bowl of ice cream willingly that I actually decided to do (it wasn't just accidental binging or anything, I actually decided "I will eat three scoops of ice cream") with another coconut thing and a digestive biscuit. I'm not even going to look at the scales tomorrow so I won't have to feel disgusting if I HAVE gone up in weight and maybe if I do this I can stop my body being in starvation mode and start eating normally oh god I so want that to happen.

I just hope I don't just shoot up in weight again. How long does it take for the body to stop thinking it's starving?

I hope this works. No more obsessing over calories, no more obsessive exercising. This is so good.

Well it's up to you if your hungry or not sometimes it can put you in a mood that your not hungry but then get hungry later on.

I'm just exceptionally pleased that I've managed to get over it all. Like, today, I didn't even weigh myself this morning, I didn't obsessively exercise, I've had a full meal and actually felt full for the first time in months. I'm so happy that I'm free of it.