03-02-12, 02:09 PM
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See you in hell.
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Name: Aubrin
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Join Date: Nov 2011
Posts: 4,164
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I can't handle this anymore
I seriously thought I could deal with it on my own then I thought I was fixed I stopped going to therapy I was happy for a while
Then I fell I started cutting among other things I tried to fix that on my own to I did the butterfly project and havnt done anything like that since I was still depressed though. I hid it just like the last time I tried as hard as I could to hide from my problem hide the from anyone who cared, then all I did was lash out at my family because I didn't know how to handle it
Through all of this being an "empath" (I hate that word beyond reson) amplified so any time I have the slightest bit of joy it comes crashing down from someone else even if I don't have any reason to care for that person being sad or hurt so I feel that or if someone is angry even if I don't really know it I feel so angry for no reason or really sick
And I'm afraid to tell any one who can help me, any time I have even started to they say I'm over reacting or making excuses for how I act
Hell I couldn't even try for help when was minutes away from attempting to hanging my self again
I don't think I can fix this on my own or even try any more
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